January 2010
40 posts
“No, no, no, Lisa. If adults don’t like their jobs, they don’t go on strike. They...”
– Homer Simpson (via absurdlakefront)
lashante:
No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world
i'm friggin sick.
g-damn…i’ve caught something and now i’m a sick disgusting sniffling human being. ugh, but cancelled work for the day, off to the drugstore to get myself some goodies. and to top it off it’s snowing like a bitch here which just makes me want to go outside even more. NAWWWTT. thank you canada for making my sick day just that much better :) being sick makes me awfully...
light my fire.
got big dreams, but no ambition
i’m screaming, but no one will listen.
i walk this earth with so much passion burning inside my heart
will you take my hand and lead me out of this dark
walk with me, guide my heart, i need you, to erase my dark.
move this stone from atop my feet,
walk slowly, along with me.
pull my head above this water
show this girl the life that has been taught...
“When that chute opens you feel like you’ve done something kings and queens can’t...”
– — Gary Busey, on skydiving (via kevin)
i’m so doing this as soon as i can.
dsfincannon:
Why do you think that nobody goes to Heaven?
Oh, I’m sure there is a Heaven, but the only way to get there is on the back of a unicorn… and we can’t seem to find any of those. :(
this one's on shrooms.
you choked down the good stuff, maybe a little too much. before you knew it, your mind was churning, transforming all you knew. your body was tired, so you laid upon your bed. you looked into the corner of your room and found gravity. your bed was on the wrong angle so you moved it ever so slightly…until you noticed your skin burning, so hot to contain. tried pulling all your clothes off,...
The Dance
body heat heightens
tongues meet
electricity flows through every vein
igniting our lust
nothing can stop this.
rhythmic motions, to the sound of music, to the beating of two hearts.
pulling at clothing, only concealing what we want exposed.
two souls joining as one
there’s no stopping us now
love pumping, fueling our desires
hearts so full they should burst.
this drive is on a...
Trumped
its as simple as it seems
when you lay down the cards
your royal crown stabs me in the back.
this is me, a little insecure, unstable as the past has knocked me down a few pegs.
hurtful words sting more the second time around coming from someone i care for even more.
are you another version? have i created this situation once again?
all i want is the one whom i go to bed with, who holds me...
Write one leaf about chin hairs.
(via writeoneleaf)
hmm, some older ladies get them. i feel bad and just want to pluck them out. but i mean, just because you get older doesn’t mean you don’t look in the mirror and see them sprouting into a full blown beard?! are they at the point that they notice them and just don’t give a shit? hmm…i really don’t want to be at this point in my life. i will always...
Write one leaf about something you will not eat.
(via writeoneleaf)
pigs, cows, lambs, goats, deer, moose, bunnies, doggies, kitties…should i go on?
Sylvia-Miike Snow
anything by miike snow is worth...
D47, Gate of the Lonely
floating above the clouds, but nowhere near cloud 9.
the seat beside me, empty.
only filled with the stinging memory of you, my supposed partner.
you missed the rush of take off, the blocks of the states, the quilt of the prairies.
flying into the city, would’ve taken your breath away.
you missed the fierce landing.
i, had no one’s hand to hold.
metal has never felt colder.
as...
i got my first follower…ah, this is exciting!
i stumbled upon this, and it made my night.
On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less...
white walls are comfortable without filler.
adorned with nothing…
still seem so complete, so mute but speak so loud.
it’s a statement without a sound.
ceilings and walls blend together into one entire piece.
only shadows take up space, only for fleeting seconds.
a white backdrop for the lives we are living.
nothing stays the same
constant change
except
white walls.
thrown into a sea of emotions, with every boy you love.
some will leave you thrashing, gasping, begging for air.
some will come and give you water wings, enough to keep you above water until your body tires.
some will take you in their arms, teach you how to swim, keep you afloat and turn the emotive sea…
into the warmest of waters.
uphill battle.
i’ve been walking uphill for quite some time.
gripping the grass between my toes,
feeling the burn in my restless legs, though never stopping.
knowing the top, is within my reach.
gravity working against you, we’ve learnt to live with it.
when the slope reduces its angle, the heat in my legs release and my body hits the ground.
my tired eyes are closing, preparing for an endless...
certain songs that make your heart sink a little...
anything by band of horses brings me back to a time where i thought everything was perfect. music mutes all the bad shit.
the words were not intended to hurt.
but they flew across the table and bruised my ego.
i consulted the stars, they told me to keep quiet.
rushing through life, will blur all the times to savour.
playing the devils advocate; with me, myself and i.
still can’t help but feel the bruise of your words.
“Take me home, tuck me in
Moon go down, do it again…”
4am.
four am phone calls, followed by miss you texts from the one who had one too many chances.
an invitation to do the things we lived for from the one who placed his hands around my neck and broke everything we had built in an heart crushing instant.
a sleepover on a wednesday night with the one who will erase you two, the one who seems just as consumed in me as i am in him.
hands grabbing, all...
the one before you...
the one before you stomped the life out of my heart and took all the emotion with my esteem in tow.
he took it and then decided he could give it all back. that along with the world. thankfully someone who lives above the clouds reached out and gave me the strength to keep walking.
i walked right into you.
your smile made me smile. it tied my stomach in knots. your touch gives me goosebumps and...
Disclaimer.
my posts are predominantly relationship oriented. they describe the relationships that have since passed and that are presently holding my ever-so-delicate-healing heart.
they are in no specific order, so don’t try and figure out whom they are speaking of. but if you must know, it’s most likely about YOU haha i joke i joke ;)
untitled.
a punch to the gut,
while the spotlight was...
“music is the only thing that makes sense anymore. play it loud enough and...”
Tegan&Sara—>The Con
saw them last...
First blog, eek...here goes nothin'.
So, i have this book. It’s kind of a journal, kind of not. It basically is filled with all the drama and crap that most people deal with as they grow up. It sits beside my bed and on days where I feel like venting, when I’m under the influence (that’s when we’re most creative am i right?!) or when I’m just friggin happy—-i write. I’m kind of proud of some...
“when there is nothing left to burn, you must set yourself on fire.”